7:08 PM - Thursday, December 3, 2009
Sometime I would think of all your negative points, and be angry with you.
however come to think of it, you do not have a lot of bad points.Sometime i would think that I am not the right and definite person to be with you
b
ut in love , nobody knows he/she is the oneSometime , I really do not like my boyfriend in NS
but i realised to certain extend , it did not affect us at at all.Sometime I really want to throw you temper
but I just cant bear to do so.Happy 3rd Monthiversary, I love you , Baby Oppa!
10:03 PM - Sunday, November 15, 2009
Thanks for the pleasant surprise on friday, I never thought that you will book out so early and appear in starhub to give me these ( above )
Thanks for bearing with me and my negative emotions.
Thanks for the utmost effort of spending time with me, and pardon my selfishness , greediness and inconsiderate.
I love you, yuanie :)
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10:05 PM - Tuesday, November 10, 2009
对不起，我并没有完全释怀与明白你说分手的原因，因为我真得不懂你为什么你会选择放手。
我不懂为什么为什么受伤的人是我，说分手的人却是你？
我不懂为什么当初的你多么不喜欢做我的弟弟，但是最后却和要我做Brothers/Sisters.
我不懂为什么你为了我做了这么多后却亲手把它们都给丢了。
我不懂为什么你对你的第一个女朋友有那种坚持与耐性，对我却是如此。
我不懂为什么我会比较
我不懂为什么你说分手,你怕的是被你爸妈骂?
我真的不懂
就像我不懂你一样
就像我所说的，你很爱你的第一个女朋友，却对你的第二个女朋友印象比较深刻，那我了?
垃圾,狗还是你的病人?
我
开
始
怀
疑
你
了Labels: 阿远
10:43 PM - Sunday, November 8, 2009
我相信有一些人一旦进来我生命里
就像种了颗种子
根深蒂固的在我心里
谁也拔不掉
除非是自己。
而你就是那个在我心里钻洞的人。Labels: 阿远
9:58 PM -
You should know I will never restrict you.
You should know I will never blame you for anything
You should know I didn't mean to stress you
You should know that I will persevere to the end
You should know that no matter how , I will never give up on you and/or our relationship
You should know that the best present that you ever give me is your love and your companion
You should know that I do not need big money, 1000 roses and candle-lit dinners so that I will be happy.
You should know that I will be by your side even though you are in NS and cannot accompany always like before.
You should know that if we could , I really want to attain our ultimate goal together with you.
Even if you don't know, feel it and you will get it.
I love you, Yuanie.Muacks Muacks :)
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6:43 PM -
刚才躺在床上，除了觉得这几天像烟火般的灿烂，短暂，我也在想是什么朔造了我，是什么让我敏感，受伤，哭泣。
我就像是个参加赛跑的小孩，想要拿到第一名让我的父母以我为傲，但是可惜在赛跑的过程中我跌到了，我渴望他们的一声“加油”，但是他们只是冷眼旁光。我永远得不到他们的赞同，只有唾弃和挨骂。
我想过放弃这场比赛，但是我知道在我的心目中，我还是希望他们能认同我，接受我，关心我，所以我一直跑，但是也一直跌倒，我知道我永远脱离不了这场比赛，但是我也知道放弃了，我也不会好过。
最近想听一些快乐的歌曲，但是却发现我的 Nano 竟然都是一些痛彻心扉的歌曲。
应薇，你值得真正的快乐。 加油！ ：）
6:57 PM - Thursday, November 5, 2009
其实说真的，每当我想到受伤的人是我，坚持的人也是我，你却轻轻松松的想掉头就走，我的委屈真的暴满了。
刚才我觉得可能你是对的，我们做 Brothers / Sisters 可能会比较好，至少我不会再受伤了。Labels: 阿远
